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Friday, January 13, 2006

( @ 7:15:00 PM )

i dreamt of my daddy last night.. he was looking young but somehow he suddenly appeared out of nowhere... we didnt interact...i seemed to be in another world and he in another dimension...all i remembered was that i ran and hugged him in tears...sobbing...but that's all i remember of the dream. maybe it's conjured by my self-consciousness..maybe it's not. i'm not sure. all i'm sure is that i really miss my daddy... so much.

it's one month since my daddy went Home to the Lord...and i'm suddenly missing him so much now..many things has changed. but as a family we are keeping close to each other. i'm closer to my sisters now..more towards my second sister and my mummy.i thank the Lord for everything and that we are still loving and still able to be Loved.

if i had a day with my daddy again..there'll be so many things i'll do with him..
  1. tell him countless and countless of times how much i love him
  2. eat his favourite bak kut teh with him in tiong barhu
  3. make sure i've gotten my license by then and drive him around. (something he wanted and mentioned to me the day he left)
  4. have the family together, happy again..
  5. tell him that i'll never cry so hard till i have an asthma attack anymore. i remember the two occasions when he held me so tightly when i had the attack.. assuring and loving me.
  6. tell him that i'll really work hard in school and produce something he'll be proud of.
  7. watch his favourite tv show with him..
  8. show him that his years of hardwork is not wasted and the restaurant business will prosper and his name will be upheld..
  9. present him the commercial that four of us took with the garoupa. he'll be so proud of us.
  10. tell him not to worry about anything else and will take care of mummy and the business.

i will not want the day to end if it could happen...i love u so much so much daddy. and will always do.




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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

( @ 9:55:00 PM )

thanks twinie=) i read ur post and it was so sweet. i teared and was so touched. thanks for being there for me..i'm really glad that you understand how i feel. that's all i need..=) thanks for being a wonderful the other half. haha. thanks for being my twinie!!!

thanks algy for the tags =+) yupp.. i noe..i just need time i guess..

i wanna use this chance to thank SLK for being there as a whole during this period... and during the funeral esp. It really meant alot to me when u guys came as a whole despite how tired u guys may be after work and after the day's activities.. Sq had work earlie next day and Rahel had work till 11..sy wanted to come to the airport to fetch me back. =) it was so sweet of you guys and i can never thank God enough for you lovely angels..

also wanna thank the other people who took the time to come down to send ur condolences...many old friends whom i havent contacted came down and it again provided lotsa warmth and support to me =) thankew loads. +hugs+

there's alot more things to settle...both heart and mind...my mum still blames herself for my dad's death..and she always wake up to cry..it isn't easy for the four of us either...whenever we think of my dad..it's really painful..i still feel like his little girl.. it's hard to live without him..still hard to accept reality.. esp when we went back to the temple and saw ur framed picture..reality hits back hard again..i really miss my daddy..

now we have to be vigilant about handling the business.. there'll be lotsa crooks...i'm taught not to judge people..but we still gotta be wary.. there'll be lotsa ppl who dont think that women can handle business like my dad.. we wont be better or as good as him.. but we'll try our hardest and make it. For merciful Lord, and my wonderful daddy.

I finally read the chinese newspaper reports about my dad's demise and i feel really proud of him.. all his achievements..everything=) i'm so proud of you dad and will always be. i thank God for bringing my dad Home mercifully... i thank you for the visions and we will live by faith... i know there are non-believers out there.. but bear with me..heh. my eldest sister had a vision from God for how he left this world.. in tears as she prayed..........
she saw my dad entered the dark abandoned shop to rest... before he got into his rest he saw a bright light and the Lord asked him... 'do you know who i am..?' he replied..'you are my daughters' God..' the Lord said.. 'Good. so are u ready to leave with me?' 'what about my wife and daughters?'my daddy enquired.. the Lord said..'i'll take care of them.....'
with this, he left us.

by the way if you are wondering..the above conversation was in Hokkien..but i translated here.. I understand that many of u might not believe this vision.. my mom probably doesnt too...but well... we are thankful for the Lord for everything He provides.. for He promised before.. "Once a member of the family is saved, the rest shall be saved too." thank you..so much.



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