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The child 21 so old =( 01081986 Student NUS Arts/ Social Work Christian New Creation Church Loves all who matters to me =) Food! butter corn and raisins! Pepsi WESTLIFE!!! Hates insincerity previous posts what i want to say is, Daddy God you NEVER FAIL to... today's definitely not one of my better days. =( ok i'm in the youth hub manning youth hub. let me ... once again i'm back! after taking a looong hiatus ... ahh let me set the record straight. i got study ok... i'm here to blog!!!today's flow of events.. 10am: ... today is Miracle Seed Sunday!!! =)) Expect expect ... [ ` *wenbin* ` ] [11th] ~ ウェンビン *~ says:hahah dun... alright can liao. sighs. another ktv session. 3 co... past 08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003 09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003 10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003 11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 links joHn kHoO sZeLiNg sHunDeNg brYaNlee aH zHor aka Yz dImpLy CryStal joooochuan yiiWen yIngChAo FreD PootS cHlOe huIshAn miChelle liXian coPyCat JanIciA zhenqiN/a> pAstOr BeNjaMin cHarMainE reBeCca=)
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Thursday, April 28, 2005 ( @ 2:05:00 PM ) I must learn to be strong. since i made that decision, i'll stay by it. but easier said than done. i wish i was still studying.. den i will be kept busy and not stay at home to do nothing. i hate this life... if only i can halt time. until i noe what i want to do next. sigh sigh sigh. so many bottled up feelings. but i can turn to no one.. =( i wanted to turn to twinie... but i didnt wan to bother her.. i want to learn to be happy. someday, i'll learn not to rely on other people. usually ppl will say that it's easier to let out ur bottled up feelings. you'll feel better this way. yet, i dont feel in that way. at least not at this moment. I'd rather hide my tears with a smile. A smile that assures the people, that cares for me, i'm fine. 0 comments Tuesday, April 26, 2005 ( @ 9:47:00 PM ) i dreamt of NUS rejecting me for arts and social science coz my form wasnt filled up properly. scarriee. nevertheless. i'm still scared. they are takin a long time to approve. though no one has gotten any acceptance letter yet.. i'm already panicking... =(( and i noe i shd be already grateful that i have backing already.. haix. i pray that twinie will get in too.. *fingers crossed* friday must come soon!!! me and twinie Wah went to kbox yesterday. hee. and i was late. sorry twiniE! she ordered me to sing five songs before she start.. haha.. we sang bei ou shen hua. finally i have a slk member to sing it with me. i miss miss miss those times when we were rehearsing for the pioneer rama!!! sighs. and we also sang the three songs we recorded for Rahel!! someday SLK must record as a whole!! yes??? sigh sigh sigh. it's only ten pm!!!! sobs. i'm waiting for time to pass... =(( tmr going out with him for the whole day! yay... hope we'll be able to find something to do. hahax. errrrrrrrRrrrrrr. bored. i'm so sick of that woman who works at the cafe. some manager she is. irresponsible and sickeningly bias!!! bully my ah ting. *Slap her upside down* gee. i hate politics. 0 comments Sunday, April 24, 2005 ( @ 10:40:00 PM ) er.. we(me, my sister, xiao wen and jon) went to eat at mos burger at err... bugis. yeap. hee. and went to suntec to catch the show Pacifier. it was wonderful! sweet and everything nice!!! haha. i love the bald man. i dunno his name. charming ;) err.. oh then szeling and gang came to celebrate szeling's birthday! i miss her so much. :) it was fun!!! we were walkin down memory lane... as the ppl that came were all band members and exco members... we were talkin about our past times in band. There were szeling, olivia, me, xiao hui, yenleng, her bf and james. just nice. and it was a wonderful company. we ate and we chatted and we made the most noise. all the ppl around us probably felt irritated. but. =P no one cares. haha.. Szeling was hilarious. she said her bday wish out. and it was "i want to have a bf this year." hahahahhahahahahaha... she said it in particularly to the guys at the tables around us. wahaha. she's so adorable. haha. and i love her to bits. too bad she has a new best friend and she forgot all about me. i'm just the "past tense"!!!! sobs. hee. we must meet up real soon ar? i miss u guys! i miss band times when we were fighting and quarrelling against the instructors.. haha.. =) pleasant memories.. and tears well shed for. =) 0 comments ( @ 12:54:00 AM ) 0 comments ( @ 12:13:00 AM ) i've been extremely irritated these few days... my mom didnt let me go out today.. and i couldnt control myself. and i teared. okay la. i cried. =P haha. but it is ridiculous coz i onlie went out twice this week. i dunno wad gave her the impression i went out everyday. -.- haix. anyway.. i wanted to go on a food strike. haha.. k la. i noe it's childish. but i was angry and feeling pissed. i fell asleep while crying and dreamt of food. pizza hut. hee.. haha.. well twinie reminded me of God. and sure enough He was there for me. always there. He answered my prayers and miraculousy.. my mother came to me and explain to me why she didnt want to let me go out.. and even apologised. i felt bad for being angry afterwards. ah well. *sheepish grin* i'm sorry mom. yeap. and twinie was there all along to cheer me up along the way. i reallie dunno wad will happen to me if i were to do without her. i love u twinie!!! *hugs* thanks for being always there for me... sorry i couldnt make it to a kbox session today. i reallie reallie reallie wanted to go... i wanted to sing too. sowiez. but the great news is.. Slk will be finally meeting next friday for lunch!!! 2pm at cck! i cant wait! bu jian bu san!!! oh thanks Rahel for coming by. haha. as usual. i'm amazed at how u managed to link to my blog.. hahah. i miss u sound twinie!!!! oh and me and shiqi enjoy drawing ugly drawings in msn. wahaha. there's one about amy and bk. and hrmx. her mole!!! wahaha.. i miss shiqi too... at least i'm able to spend tiem with her online. whahaa.. although it is kinda impossible to chat with rahel online.. i doubt she knows how to operate msn. ah. it's an understood statement. i miss SLK!!! before work.. i rushed down in a taxi to tangs to buy concealor. hee. i cant help it. =) i'm still a girl afterall. well.. actually i wanted to buy muffins for him de lar...yesterday wanted to buy de.. but stopped at cityhall and realised the mrs fields over there close down le.. waste my train fare. hee. but i went to ps to buy.. but muffins no more le.. sobx. so i bought brownies and cookies for him. actually brownies for everyone else de la. but dunno lea. they dont wan to eat. haha. so all he take home lor. he's gonna be as fat as me soon. =PpP before we left.. my sister showed him her friend's neoprint. then he acted excited upon seeing girls' neoprints and kept asking. in front of me! naturally, as a girl i got freaking pissed. i noe he didnt mean it..and it's his character to be so cheeky and everything... but he never considered my feelings can. well.. sigh. i have to still accept him for who he is. even if that means he cannot change for me. i'm on my way! =) but he can be sweet too.. by just sending me a message to ask me why am i lookin gloomy turns my day around. =) thank you..... and lovin u loads! 0 comments Thursday, April 21, 2005 ( @ 8:41:00 PM ) oh ya.. i went out with him today. haha.. we went arcade and i was asked whether i was old enough!! how can... i'm like three years above the required age la.... he kept laughin at me the whole day. geez. haha overall.. it was fun. i'm glad we cleared some things.. and things are getting better.. or maybe i am just looking at things at a different point of view.. yeap.. i'll just pray hard that neither of us are wasting our time... =)) i recieved ntu's acceptance letter about a week ago.. for Sociology.. i dun think that's where i'm heading.. but i know that God has everything planned out and i can rely on Him by resting my worries in His hands. He is indeed wonderful for loving each and everyone of us despite us takin Him for granted.. God is Love. =) 0 comments ( @ 6:45:00 PM ) 0 comments Wednesday, April 20, 2005 ( @ 9:38:00 PM ) i couldnt blog the past few days.. not becoz i got no time.. but my thoughts just couldnt be penned down.. *shrugs. maybe all was just too personal.. hurting. painful. confusing. haix.. i thought we could all finally meet up.. slk i mean. but i guess we just dont have time for each other. to have all four of us to meet up. it's reallie sad that it's onlie four of us.. but we cant even find time for each other. it's also quite sad that it has been like over a few months that we havent got together as four of us.. =.( i miss u guys so much. sighs. please try to make time for each other. that's all i ask. rebonded my hair.. had a haircut.. took neoprints.. went out with him. yeap. things were this mechanical. *tears* 0 comments Thursday, April 14, 2005 ( @ 9:16:00 PM ) siao lang keng.. i miss all of u. sighs. i miss suying who has to work... i miss shiqi and rahel who needs to study.. =(( i miss our outings. till now we havent gone out together once yet. sighs... i'm havin too long a break. and i'm not even confirmed a place in NUS or NTU yet. and even so, if i get in i dun even noe what course to take... no sense of familiarity to comfort me either. i'm such a worrywart eh? i reallie cant help it. when i'm too free with nothing to do.. i worry worry and worry. sobbity sobs. i wish this feelin will go away quickly. i dun wan to turn into some depressed soul who will eventually turn into an unfeeling brat. i wish my friends were here. i wish he'll give me more attention. i wish my parents will give me more freedom. i wish to be more occupied with activities.. i'm startin to sound self centered.. geez. =.( 0 comments Saturday, April 09, 2005 ( @ 9:43:00 PM ) ehh.. den went to work. haha. olivia and company came over! pleasant surprise.. =D yeap. they came to celebrate via's birthday.. which is tmr =)) happy birthday olivia!!! heex. and i introduced xiao hui to loy loy..hahah... it was kinda fun altho i was like an extra in their ex 2b1 gathering... =) haha.... xiao hui got alot of mei li wor!!! haha.... nothing to update le. damn sian.... i hate my life!!! 0 comments Wednesday, April 06, 2005 ( @ 9:32:00 PM ) today was fine... =) ------walkin down memory lane------- me and ms twinie wah ate yaki something at cinei.. it was wonderful seeing my twinie again!! =D we ate alot. haha not alot la. i dont think we ate our money's worth tho. but we sat our money's worth. coz of the rain we were stuck in cini.. haha. of all places! so we kept chatting and talked about our JC life.. how i miss SLK and even back to the Valerie and amy days... wahaha... it was indeed valerie who triggered our interest in BK. hahah.. bk rox. =) will u marry me? hahaha. private joke here.. i miss the good ol times when we decide when to pon school.. or have a surprise ponnin day. i miss the vacuum cleaner joke and the mr macdonald joke about bk.. sob sob. i miss goin to bridge for maths tutorials!! and the Bingo we once played during maths!!! haha.. well. our lives are mainly about maths... i do miss econs with siao lang qi tho... remembering the time we were caught by the ball eating pita bread!!! hahahah... and the times we will not hand up assignments and we were the weakest students in econs!! haha... and alex tan who hated us to the core!! haha that fish monger... oh and literature lessons that we'll always skip and even if we do not we refuse to participate in lessons... we'll take like a few hours on a lit assignment and spend loads of our time on lit.. in the end.. we got a friggin C for lit. haha.. but lit was fun with SLK. haha.. that was the amy times.. and the phui phui times... and remembering the time we cried while rahel decided to leave our class to retain another year. PP was so scared to see us crying... i miss miss miss PJ... i miss hearing mr quek's funny jokes that will send shiqi into peals of laughter.. and miss laughin at caleb when he tries funny stunts when singing school song.. sobbity sobs. i miss the mass pe aftermath when we go eat waffles!! i cant remember what's it called le. i miss the old school life that i once took for granted.. and how do i hate the life i'm leading now.. the aimless and disgustingly boring life. =( 0 comments Monday, April 04, 2005 ( @ 9:03:00 PM ) hrmx. today rellie boring ar. i went shopping around tiong barhu plaza alone. haha. i've become a loner since my sister started school!!! urgh!!! i need a life. yeap. i'm too lazy to go gym. but i am fat and i desperately need to lose weight. =( ehhhh.. oh and i think Zq aka laugh-at-me-face is in love! haha i dunno with who though. but he was hyper today! siao ar. haha.. but it's good that he's in love. coz i get free cookies =)) haha... i sent him sandwich today. haha.. i make one lei... dun worry about today's paper okie? God has His plans... =)) you'll pass.. =) 0 comments ( @ 12:41:00 AM ) we had lunch and head over to his place to pass his bro his lunch..saw his mom for the first time. scarie. she looked fierce. haha. and he is an ass can.. he left me in the living room and i was starin into blank space feelin uncomfortable. hahax. den later we went mac to study. maths was tough and even i couldnt remember how to do. so i was like both a distraction and a useless helper to him. heex. sorrie.. den he went back to put his stuff and his mother was still there and i was still scared. haha.. she asked me whether i was schooling and all. haha. still. i was scared. =p work was ehh tiring. haha.. correction. borring. if i said tiring.. the many part timers out there will slaughter me coz i'm doin the cashier while they are sweating their guts out. hahax. it was rellie borin la.. den that LOY LOY didnt appreciate my help lor. stoopid. haha. XIAO WEN was lonely coz MIN MIN wasnt there... hahhaa... dat's about it. =) i love NUDGING!!! haha.. i did it with siao lang qi and siao lang ying... hahah. i was giddy by the time i had to go work. hahaha... i miss u guys!!! haix... feelin nostalgic. i miss rahel the most!! havent even talked to her for a looonng time... =( that day john came to visit me during work. hahah. it was fun takin photos! send me!!! 0 comments |