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Monday, February 27, 2006

( @ 7:11:00 PM )

hello! hahaha..Szeling!!! COMING OUT ON WEDNESDAY!!! SCAREDEDD?!! hahahah. =p i'm not telling u anything. nobody ask u to read my msn nicks loR!!! hahaha. jiayou! to all those who are collecting back their results.. =) u guys can do it. i've been through it myself. haha. these few days must be hell to u all...

yes yes i'm blissful=) that's all i'm gonna say here.

hmmm...projects etc. are piling up!!! sobs!!! actually it has been there..just that i never reallie take note of it...today's school was boring!!! tmr will be boring too!!!! i cant wait for wednesday!!!!!! hahah. okay... Eeyore is finally smiling again =)



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Friday, February 24, 2006

( @ 4:19:00 PM )

hmmm. i really dunno wat to say. sad sad eeyore is back. but den again.. i'm not sad...i'm just aimlessly waiting.. really dun know what is next for me =(( problems just keep coming and coming and coming.

aiyo. i'm ready to slaughter the aunties below who is singing ktv as though she is teresa teng! argh!! horrible lea....and sing so earlie in the morning too! piang!

hahaha. sian lea...



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Monday, February 20, 2006

( @ 11:51:00 AM )

okay...sigh. things aren't perfect. they usually aren't isn't it? i shall not do anything anymore. but dont worry.. i wont sound unhappy in this entry =D i shall be happy =D

i think i shall list down the stuff that i should be happy about so that i'll really feel good =D
  1. my daddy is happier in heaven = ) (Merciful Father)
  2. my family is in good health and good spirits..blessed. so blessed.
  3. i have Siao Lang Keng always by my side. They have ALWAYS been there without fail. I really do not know what will become of me without u guys around=)
  4. i have Pootsie and she tells me and informs me of whatever i should do coz i'm SUPER blur. *HUGS*
  5. Meeting Szeling and Olivia today..they haven't forgotten me..so touched and blessed. thankew so much =)
  6. meeting CSC agapo peeps tmr =) kinda have Junhui etc. to keep my company whenever i'm bored. always have fun with them! esp my numbers game that they'll entertain me with. =D thanks guys.
  7. all though things might not neccessarily work out, still enjoy all the moments we had=)
  8. i know if i cry..u guys will cry along with me. that's all i really ask for =D
  9. i'm in good health and is able to act like a glutton in front of good food. what more can i ask for?
  10. my five senses..all working beautifully=) to see the lovely people around me who cares so much for me. to listen words of concern and wonderful music. to feel the warmth of my mum every night when i go to bed. to smell the scents of my dogs. haha. i love BIBI, SHASHA, COCO and HUGO. and lastly, to taste allllll the good food in the entired world. and the best is mummy's cooking =D

okay. that's about it. ten strong reasons why i should be happy. i could've added more. but i guess those are the things i should really appreciate. after losing daddy..i guess i've learnt how to view things at a different angle. and hope to be more matured in handling whatever God puts me through.. i'm really not feeling so good today..alot of aching inside..but i will still smile because i'm living for God, the above mentioned, and myself =)

to this certain you, i'm expecting the worst. i really am..




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Saturday, February 18, 2006

( @ 11:31:00 PM )

heeey. haha. experiencing several whirlwinds of emotions! i dunno what to think, nor do next..yes, i am kind of happy in a way. yet i'm not sure if this is what i really want..or if i am doing the right way...urgh..but i am still treasuring the moments =D but still very confused. lookin forward to tmr =D

hrm...let me see. today was kinda fun=D sorry i didnt noe the kway chap store was closed and couldnt find anymore kway chaps around. hahahha..then went ahead to meet pootsie for lunch. ate a bite of my wanton mee and i felt like puking. haha. so wasteful ah. sinful. hmx. then went for mindsville. the people were great =0D i enjoyed seeing me and mary jane's masterpiece. so nice so nice. haha. it's pink. =p shall upload photos soon....was kinda tired when i reached marina..but it was fun being crazy and singing along with my mei mei. hahah. she's disgusting. always laughing at me.. i share the same fate with u twinie! let's get rid of the pests! hahaha.

okaaay. sigh. time to sleeeeep. tmr gonna wake up earlie =D hope it'll be fun =)



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Friday, February 17, 2006

( @ 11:12:00 AM )

wahaaha. i'm baaaaaaack..! i absolutely addooooreeee my new blogsskin. YOU TOo HUH!? haha. actually i'm not exactly in a jumpy and wonderful mood..and it's not convenient to type it out here...so i guess i'll be okay *GRINS* why wouldn't i be? there'll probably be a hundred reasons or so for me to be unhappy..however, i noe there are a million of other reasons for me to be cheerful too=) i noe i have poots, i have siao lang, i have all my csc friends like juuuuunhui, ssddd, eeddwwwiinn, teeereeence etc. heh. i'm surrounded by wonderful people =D i'm fortunate enough so i shall be happy=)

actuaaly it hurts...alot.but i'll get over it..

wahaha..i have midterm lea!! i dun waaaaannnnnt!! any kind soul willing to take it for me? i promise i'll be nice to you! hahaha. today still gotta go for my first SSA1201 tutorial. i think it promises to be one of the longest tutorial around! hahaha..

have you tried to smile when you're actually hurting so much inside?



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Thursday, February 16, 2006

( @ 11:25:00 PM )

hello!!! i'm sure all of u adore my blog as much as i do! so shout out with me!!! I LOVE SHIFENG'S NEW BLOGSKIN! =D that will do! thankew!!!! hehehehe.. i'm not exactly overflowing with love but i love you (points out to random you) and you (another you) and you too! wahah. Twinie's craziness has gotten into me. A*Y has possessed me!!!!!!!!

okay. i cant wait until i'm out of this!!!!!!!!



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( @ 10:09:00 PM )

hello =) haha. i'm not exactly in a very smiley mood. eeyore has been influencing me =( i've been kinda pessimistic about everything.. actually Vday was kinda okay =D it was fun spending the day with pootsie and buying loads of chocolates for everybody! it is indeeed a nice feeling to buy things for people =D we bought huge red hearts chocolates for people we'll be seeing that day! haha. i bought sins chocolates too! nice right!! haha. i hope it was nice. u have three more pieces to go! i want to try the mango!

sigh sian. i've been really slacking! and i hate to slack! but yet i'm a big fat atrociously lazy bum! got midterm next week lea..and i'm still like this. heeeellllpppp! i need someone to pull me by the collar and set me down on a chair and make me study! who is willing to do that ?? heee. onlie a certain someone can make me do that! hahaha.

k lah. enough of crapping. anyway i really want to change! i dun want to be stuck as a lovesick moron! haha.i dun wan to rely on love to survive. really really really really want to be independant. i will learn. from today onwards, i solemnly declare that i'm gonna be always my bubbly self and stop sighing like eeyore! i'll make eeyore a happy donkey =D

oh mingxiu was saying that she couldnt tell that i hate socialising. haha. i really hate to do that. maybe she has only seen my crazy side whenever i'm disturbing junhui. i guess i enjoy doing that. haha okay i've sidetracked. i mean, i guess the crazy me is me..not the really quiet and super sianzed me you guys saw me in ethelonthers camp. haha. but then again, i have my quiet moments too=D i show my emotions quite openly..so cant really hide it if i'm feeling irritated or am angry. so pardon me.

heeee...i'm changing my blogskin so i'll be back! =D love everybody!



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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

( @ 10:30:00 AM )

i'm not going to hide it anymore. I HATE VALENTINES DAY. wahahaha. that felt truckloads better. sooooooobs. i reallie hate this day. hrmx. neeer mind. i have poots! hee hee. got one stupid lecture today. which means i'll see many many many flowers around me and i'll turn greeeen! sobbbities. and yes, i'm jealous! =S

this time i'm going to control how i'm feeling. not going to rush things. not gonna do ANYTHING. nothing at all =) just let nature takes its course. in that way, i wont face another failed r/s. hopefully this feeling will pass quickly. and soon!

wahah. turning maaaaad.



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Saturday, February 11, 2006

( @ 9:08:00 PM )

hmm.. today met poots for tampines home...but wasn't feeling well. so nice poots pei me back =) thanks pooties =)

hrm. i miss daddy even more...lotsa emotions. but i'm really unable to pen it down..



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Thursday, February 09, 2006

( @ 9:11:00 PM )

i'm no longer pissed. coz my mommy has provided me a solution for an irresponsible person like you. =S

today was quite fun=) i disturbed junhui and renhong all the way. haha. i dun have to mention poots coz she is always under my mercy in every lecture. =) she is my pillow!~

hahah. i raellie no mood to blog. at least i made an effort to. =D



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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

( @ 8:52:00 PM )

didnt feel like blogging de. but kinda bored since there isnt anyone online to talk to me =( anyway today went for SLP for four hours. almost dieded. =( i fell ill ytd... sob sob. still feeling kinda sick. i neeed more TLC! sob. ohyah. i'll never wear flare skirt to school already. stupid wind can. my skirt kept flyin up. damn embarrassing. hrm... oh yah i did use safety pins to hold it up. hahah. kailoon said i was creating a fashion statement. i gave the safety pins to renhong after that. hahah. sian. i'm sick of school =(( i'm sick of the valentines day commotion around me =(( i wan to stay home all day =((

sorry ah lim low.. couldnt come out with u. u called me out the last minute can! i'm sure u understand =)) hahah. twinie twin twin!! missed u!



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Sunday, February 05, 2006

( @ 11:44:00 PM )

da jia hao =D today accompanied my sister to her quarterfinals of talentquest.. i was much much more nervous than her i guess. haha. and reallie excited. honestly i expected her to kinda do badly for her performance.. hahah. but she rellie outdid herself and i was stunned. she went up confidently and she sang sooo beautifully. i teared. i was so proud of my er jie. so proud of her. =) i'm sure daddy is proud of u too. *hugs*

okay. but she didnt get in. i was so certain she's amongst the best. honestly without being bias. well.. couldnt beat some other contestants who had many voters to vote for them. then again, these sort of competitions will never be fair. but i really cannot resist but to comment.. ppl pay soooo much to vote... 50 cents per vote lea. and the total votes among the 18 contestants should be around 1000 plus plus votes? that's like 500+++bucks for just earning from the votings? voters are kinda promised ktv vouchers for the lucky draw.. guess what. they only gave out ONE measely 20 dollar voucher to ONE winner. =S k. that's enuff.

hmm.my mum is back into her depression mode. argh. can all the stupid shen pos (spiritual ah mas) stop misleading my mother into telling her that my dad left reluctantly?! it's damn irritating okay. it's not the truth and stop it! his time is up and he has to go. we're trying to get over this and here u people try to make things difficult for us and distort truth. i get stupid theories like my dad was not protected by some stupid spiritual being and thus he left. it doesnt help can?! u guys are just rubbing salt really hard into our wounds. stop creating illusions for my mum. just leave us alone. period.



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Saturday, February 04, 2006

( @ 12:06:00 AM )


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we love to uglify ourselves. Posted by Picasa



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me and mei nu praying for vday date. haha. Posted by Picasa



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crazy us =) Posted by Picasa



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nice rite! i decorate it too! Posted by Picasa



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smelly !  Posted by Picasa



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ALWAYS TWINIES!!! I LOVE U TWINIE! i decorated de. nice heh!  Posted by Picasa



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i think this is reaaaalllieee sweet. Posted by Picasa



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Friday, February 03, 2006

( @ 11:55:00 PM )


i love these two angels! they're my life. oh there's rahel too! i love SLK!!!  Posted by Picasa



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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

( @ 11:09:00 PM )

i'm back after much hurt and most of all, tears of disappointment and anger. honestly, do u really want to waste so much of your energy to spite me? It only tells me how childish u can be. I couldnt care much if u were to fall deeply in love with somebody or whatsoever. dont tell me anything or try to show me anything. it wont work.

sorry.. i guess i'm rellie quite pissed.

anyways.. yesterday went partyworld with junhui and renhong...haha. it was kinda fun..i forced them to sing the songs that i wanted to listen. haha. and they feng pei dao di. thankew =) hahah. then i spend truckloads of money just to kena cheated in the stupid arcade. haha. i still had fun tho. after that went with rh to get his mum a present. it was funny that he almost considered my suggestion of getting his mom an oven... haha. but den again he ended up buying this really nice and purty pearl pendant that costs 108=D haha. nice.

MISS WAH SUYING made me wait for two and a half hours. well done twinie. hrmph. u owe me a million! the neoprints taken were nice tho. will upload when i noe how to do it! kayz.. i've calmed down. time to go! ciaos!



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