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The child 21 so old =( 01081986 Student NUS Arts/ Social Work Christian New Creation Church Loves all who matters to me =) Food! butter corn and raisins! Pepsi WESTLIFE!!! Hates insincerity previous posts what i want to say is, Daddy God you NEVER FAIL to... today's definitely not one of my better days. =( ok i'm in the youth hub manning youth hub. let me ... once again i'm back! after taking a looong hiatus ... ahh let me set the record straight. i got study ok... i'm here to blog!!!today's flow of events.. 10am: ... today is Miracle Seed Sunday!!! =)) Expect expect ... [ ` *wenbin* ` ] [11th] ~ ウェンビン *~ says:hahah dun... alright can liao. sighs. another ktv session. 3 co... past 08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003 09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003 10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003 11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 links joHn kHoO sZeLiNg sHunDeNg brYaNlee aH zHor aka Yz dImpLy CryStal joooochuan yiiWen yIngChAo FreD PootS cHlOe huIshAn miChelle liXian coPyCat JanIciA zhenqiN/a> pAstOr BeNjaMin cHarMainE reBeCca=)
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Sunday, August 31, 2003 ( @ 12:12:00 PM ) I can't do anything if you don't listen. Just dun hate. no. I'm angry. Frustrated. what's the point? No one cares. much less you. I'm sorry... Might be pulling down spirits. Spirits. energy... dimishes.. I can't take this i reallie can't. I wanna break down. but pulls out a force front. No. I'm not pitying no one. Not me. Not anyone. So i'm going through this alone. I must be strong. I must be strong. I must be strong... -tears- somebody help... feeeling weak. and nausea. I don't wanna think no more. Standing Alone in a Sludge Hole... sinking sinking sinking.... Thanks jol.. for asking... its reallie sweet. This has always been the problem in me... always worrying and worrying... hai... I've got so much to do.. so little time. So much problems... so little space. I need a breather. wishing i got no targets or aims... No direction in life. perhaps, that would make me feel a teeny bit happier. 0 comments Friday, August 29, 2003 ( @ 10:46:00 PM ) i can't understand you. i reallie can't. cynical i criticise. look who's talking. hai. sorry. wanna thank chensi huilan and shiQI for your company today. If not i will go out of control. crying is just too fake. 0 comments ( @ 10:41:00 PM ) 0 comments Thursday, August 21, 2003 ( @ 10:10:00 PM ) WEeeelll time for liGhter stuff then... yesteRday... went for maThs tesT.. its like obviously i'm going to flunk it lah. but who cares. den again. i skipped guitAr... hai.. i noe its very bad of me to do that... welL. dUn wish tO dweell on the details. Met suying to go orchard to buy jolene and clements pressentss... haha.. but seriously we spent our money on neoprints and we took a total of five np! haha.. are we good or wad? actually i spoiled a few... coz i kept clearing the images and... pooof.. all our scribblings on the pics are gOnnnee! bOooo... so SorrrY suYinG!!! haha she kept saying that she'll never take neoprints with me anymore.. haha girl u better put up the pics yeah! den val came along to join us in the last neoprint.. it turned out nice! haha... coz this time i didn't get the chance to hold the pen.. heh...anyways.. we dId get their presents! ReacHed newtOn mrt... waited for song and cam.. den hidayah, Eugenia and jt joined in. haha.. den all took taxis to Song's magnificent place.. haha... real nice.. hoped that he had a dog.. but too bad... his german shepard just died... but its so sweet of them to place his ashes behind the pic! wasnt that sweet after i realised the ashes were just below the hi-fi set... haha... well...... it was a great party and all... took many funny pics... but had to go home early.. erm.. nine that is? went home... kena scolding.. but it was worth it! heard that u guys got drunk... and clem was like trying to remain sober... haha.. but he sounded high... the rest were even more drunk i guess? anyways.. glad that u guys had fun! hAppiE eaRLy b'dDay!!!!!! haha... guess that's the fun part... during the party.. grace was like.. dun u guys feel as though there is still the burden of promos coming up in the midst of all the fun we are having??? haha.. grace u just reminded us... bOOoo. hai. better do all my stuff now. got so many things to do today... presentation... gtg my clarinet class... gotta go marina to help... arrgggh how to finish my hw!!!! =) 0 comments Sunday, August 17, 2003 ( @ 9:49:00 PM ) 0 comments ( @ 5:39:00 PM ) as i was saying.. we were out in my daddy's new toy.. a mini bus.. beh nice leh... can pull back the chairs to sleeeep... hehe...i very tooot one... so dun laugh at me... hai.... den went to get my clarinet... nice~ love it.. den went walk walk with my sister... and took neoprint... heh.. also nice! hai..... but i have to workk... how sian.................. someone halllppp..... 0 comments Saturday, August 16, 2003 ( @ 10:29:00 PM ) hhaha.. seriously i dunno why i feel happy. wierd rite? tmr i am gonna get my clarinet!!! yahoooo!!!!! haha... its a professional model and i love it!!! i'll practise everry sIinnngggle dayyyy!! mark my worDS!!! boooOOOoooo!!!! haha... i am happpieeee........ I should go church tml hor... thank God for my beaauuuuutifull liFeeee now!! whaooooo.>>!!!!! seriously its pretty wierd.. when u are happy.. you thank Him... but u dun reallie find the need to. but when u are in trouble... u realise that u really need Him. that's why He doesn't give us a smooooth life.... so that we'll always keep His presence in mind!!! Jesus Loves U and ME!!! smiles..... boooOOOoooo... i wished that everything would remain like this... boOOoooooo.... love u alL!!!! 0 comments Friday, August 15, 2003 ( @ 9:15:00 PM ) haI.. as i promised Shiqi, to write this in my blog. shE g0t so excIted thaT bK stay near her place.. maybe u all should just read Suying's blogg... more detailed and lively.. i wasn't there with them. haI... this is my day... morning sch... maths... okay lah. Jiahui was still as nice... haha... then pw.. oh yeah... was crazy coz shiqi found joel amusing! oh my. to me he is irritating man... but haha.. not that bad lah... can be nice sometimes.. esp when i lost his diskette!!! haha... then went toilet with suying and val... we went absolutely crazY!!! haha.. i took the whole toilet roll with me..!!! they were laughing outside like crazy people... actually just me and suyiing lah.. haha then i stupidly took the bowl of detergent and put it under the hand dryer!!! the detergent powder spewed to my face... got so choked up with it.. hehe.. by then we were rolling on the floor with laughter... haI.. then everything got boRinng... went home then tuition.. tho tuition was fun...!!! den rot till now loh... see... my life so boring.. nothing to spice it up. hahaha.. acting childishly again!!! damn... 0 comments Thursday, August 14, 2003 ( @ 6:53:00 PM ) friends... amy is leaving school tmr... well yeah... hope you'll have a great future ahead! will miss the times... shouted at qianwen just now.. so sorrie gal. actually she didn't even remember. seriously if one reallie knoes her, she is not that bad... its just that she's loud and everything... then again, to each his own... suyIng! everyone has been mixing both of us up! haha.. quite funny... hmmm... i hope the last misunderstanding would be cleared... its not that we leave u out last time... reallie wished that we could reallie noe each other well... well well... we do right?! bestofriends bestofriends lalalalalalala... haha... we are the power of four!!!! Haaaaiii.... bOooo....... bOOoooo.... bOOoooooooOOOOOoooo.... wtH. i love my da jie! she gave me a box of SINS chocolate... so sweeeet! haha... i love her! i love everyone! hah... hai... today iS a Boring day! eveN in maThs.. when bk said 'now the y-axis is the pain in our ass!' hahahaha.. can't remember exactly lah.. but something like that... he was damn embarrassed can? hahahha.... jiahui was nice... to help me point out that i was doing the wrong tutorial.. haha.. blur sotong...... haI... time for hollan V! woHooooo................ i feel high... ten of my hamsters died... i dun even own one... clement u are fooled. 0 comments Monday, August 11, 2003 ( @ 5:53:00 PM ) Home sick. flu. slept the whole day. heard tt you guys had a bad day... hope it turned out okay tho. Why did you turn out like this? Dammit. spend a freaking whole lot of time. no wasted. I'm glad i have my friends... Thanks val. Thanks shiqi. Thanks huilan. Thanks everyone. I dun deserve nice friends like you... oh and the misunderstanding yesterday.. dun wish to talk abt it. Glad its cleared tho.. Bloody asshole. i hate you. sorry. i dunno who i am toking to... hai... sometimes ppl just has to blame it on someone. something. why do ppl forgive for the sake of forgiving. hate when u dun feel like it? arggh. wad nonsense am i spouting. 0 comments Saturday, August 09, 2003 ( @ 12:02:00 AM ) the day started to turn bad when my mom called and i realised that she had been waiting all day for me to return home.. misunderstanding tho.. so i rushed down to marina south.. had to help out today... oh yeah.. i bought a westlife book at kIno! hehe... back to my dreary day.. my mom accused me of being out with my bf.. i dun even have one.. hai... dunno lah... Slept at my daddy's office for like an hour... then hafta start work.. so busy.... was getting messed up with the stuff... it was reallie terrible... hai.................. my sister drove me home and here am i writing my blog... real boring day.. glad that all of u had fun today... welll.................................................. 0 comments Wednesday, August 06, 2003 ( @ 10:44:00 PM ) today played captain's ball.. haha.. quite tiring leh.. running around with like a zillion people... why must play with so many people... gee.. but quite fun nevertheless... but didnt play wel... never did anyway... hehe.. then got Pc... we realised that we didnt do the food poem.. so i anyhow just write some stupid one... dun laugh... you are the colour of green or red, but why not blue or purple? You think you are formidable, attacking the little itsy cells on my tongue. however though how u excite them i am not threatened... coz u are just a red banana.. haha sounds corny and lame i noe.. but i did it in the last min... wad can i say! ahaha.. its suppose to be chilli... then i wrote another one during maths... now let me find it.>! Bleak, Creak, Break. Take this as one. Who wishes, there will be two? The only way. No questions? Then ask. Dammit. A play. PLay around my words, To find out. Stop! No, just continue. Erase the words, Leave my thoughts. You're a dope. haha... i wAs bored... sAd... and hai... wished that things would turn out better.... hope tmr would be fine... hai.... have a great day tmr everyone! jia hui cheer uP! 0 comments Tuesday, August 05, 2003 ( @ 11:14:00 PM ) haha... my sisters all very chio one... esp. my younger sister... maybe i was picked up in the drain? haha.. then again.. i have my daddy's round nosey... so maybe all three of them were picked up instead.. wad a thought... hah.. 0 comments ( @ 10:12:00 PM ) haii... I wished i wasn't ugly. I wished i'm like my sisters... life is unfair. but God isn't. How ironical. I like the idea of Val taking out my eyelash that has fallen to my face... and i'll make a wish and blow it away... its childish..haha.. but it makes me happier.. =) hai... how long is this gonna last..... dammit.. yesterday chinese test only did 1/4 of it.. somemore ten marks would be deducted from it. how?! today accompanied val till nine.. we ended up talking instead.. haha.. quite fun... she's reallie a nice and sweet girl... yesterday Bk made people laugh again... haha... he said 'ta-da!' haha... quite funny.. pity i wasn't there... but will tease him about it though... shiqi absolutely adores him.. hmmmm.. looking forward to pe tmr.. hope we play frisbee.... hee... have a good day tmr everyone.... take care... and dun be too stressed up over PW... we can all do it! yeaH! ! ! 0 comments Saturday, August 02, 2003 ( @ 12:54:00 AM ) The school part was reallie boring.. stress from PW again.. arrgh. Haha... Amused by BK again!!!! hehe... esp shiqi! Anyways, went home immediately to rest but chensi and huilan INSISTS on tagging along.. so dropped them at the ktv room to sing while i go bathe.. hehe.. so left my house at abt. five... haha.. i know the party starts at fivE. but apparently clement msged me say that all of them will be late, so.. i took my time! EVeryone wasn't there apparently, so we (me chensi huilan) flew kites.. hehe.. not exactly flew the kites lah.. the kites were like chasing after us.. but i had fuN! hehe... the rest of the ppl came late late late! like six thirty.. nevertheless, so glad that many of u turned UP! had some probs with the jumpy prawns though... haha... John is really a coward too... time fleeew.w.... then we cut up the cake... the cake which shiqi suying N qw find like siao... haha.. thanks girls! it tasted.. well... not bad lah.. heee... then u all LEFT. hehe.. but s'okay lah.. have the great company of Val shiqi JT John Cs and huilan.. we played arcade for quite some time and aLMOSt beat JT in daytona.. but he cheated. hehe.. anyways val's parents sent me and Jt back and i reallie appreciated it! thanks!! so in conclusion.... i HAd fUN!!!! hehe.. the class was fun today... and found out that Jt wasn't that dao afterall... welll.... reallie wanna thank you all for the gifts... the sigg bottle.. jacket... music book.. earrings... necklace... and wallet... Lastly wanna thank my parents for this partY!!! wohooo... thanks man.... !! 0 comments |